i have the sudden feeling im very tired ......not (sleepy) but another way of tired anw i just dunno how to explain and no matter what i say you also wont get what mean nvm forget it treat it as i nvr say before maybe some ppl who read my blog will understand my feeling hiez..... sorry i told you a lie i just dunno what else can i say to you i guess this r/s is drifting but i will try to keep it close back but no matter how and where i search i still cannot find the feeling maybe its fate ba..... lie to you im going to sleep but no others words that you will say other then "so early???" and "good nite" thats all to me all this words is nothing anymore .......i know yu are busy with your work what i want is just acc for this last 2 weeks trought be4 i start my full time work cause i know that once i start my full time work i will not even have to to acc you and text hiiex...... nvm ba i thought that this sat you free but the fact is you already planned nvm ba you have fun i dun need you to send me to nuh just to get my letter (feel like crying) hiez...... im really streess out already to choose work,continue studies,r/s ???? i only know i cannot handing all at 1 time anymore .... can anyone tell me how ??????this place is the only place which can let me say out everything and listen to me.........